Sunday, November 07, 2004

When will this night end?

Melancholy, a sweet sounding word which should have no place in our hearts.... hmmm what a dreadful emotion.

Oh! How I wish tommorow was today and yesterday never happened!

Today is filled with melancholy cause of thoughts about yesterday. Of freinds gone, places left behind and things not done. Of words spoken that shouldnt have been thought in the first place, and some words, not uttered, that should have been, tragically trapped in my tongue between clenched teeth, caged behind anger and disappointment.

Mind says regret not, life happens, yet heart feels heavy that it has indeed so happened.

Oh beautiful sunshine, the one who resides in the cusp of the dawn, at the end of a every long cold dreary night.... Where are you? My heart seeks to embrace you with open arms. My frigid soul desires your gentle warmth.

Alas! the sun, she is still far beneath the the horizon, where the earth curves and the ocean becomes one giant waterfall, the waterfall where she's takes her cleansing shower before she brings the morn to us.

I wait for her to bring the light, to do away this night. I wish to open my eyes, for this darkeness aint comforting, after all its not my mothers womb. Hither and thither my heart flutters like a caged little bird wanting to be free of the fears that prey my mind.

With my elbow empty, I sit alone in front of the fire, with the just the gentle sound of the waves caressing the soft sands of the beach, to keep me company and bequeath comfort. I look eagerly over the eastern horizon, beyond the starless and moonless night sky for a new dawn... wishing tommorow was today and yesterday never happened.....

-thus spake the third eye

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